Monday December 2, 2013
All mediums are still learning, in fact every person is
still learning until they die and then we are still learning but in a different
realm. Sometimes spook will grab you by
the shirt collar and teach you something you need to know when you least expect
it. Not only do they teach mediums not to be complacent but also that there is
a lot more to life, here and there, going on around us and how it all fits together.
Here is a true story the kind of which hasn’t happened to me
since the dark days of five years ago. I
have a friend who has had a gremlin energy around him for a while, over a
period of time we managed to move it far enough out so it couldn’t keep up its
antics; pinning him to the bed; menacing and growling and trying to make him
think dark thoughts at a time in his life when there was no need to. Usually these types of spook will attach if
there are drink, drugs, trauma, depression or emotional problems. When we
overcome the downswings of life which are never for ever, life goes back to
normal but an attached negative energy will keep up the fight. This is to
maintain their grip because without a negative energy source (unhappy person)
they have less strength and eventually are so weakened they have to leave and
evolve themselves.
Essentially when you are at your spiritual weakest if your spook
door is open you are open to anything
coming into your spiritual space and using you as an energetic power source.
The unfortunate thing is the more you fear it, the more you give it life. As a medium you learn to recognise these
feelings, entities and even mean human spooks and shut them out or deal with
them in line with your teachings so far. We have a gremlin on our property, our
cottage is protected and the house is full of love so are we but we often see
or feel it hovering around the veranda because he can’t get any further. It’s almost as if next door has a vicious dog
but its chain only stretches so far, that’s the principal anyway.
I am always happy to help with malevolent spooks, as most
times if you can pinpoint why they are there, what they want and where we are
facilitating them they are easy to manage right out of the spook door! I am not
talking about possession or poltergeists though, just that nagging on and off
dark spirit that likes to take you down further when you are already there.
Most people who have nightmares have them when they are
really tired, if they are from a spiritual angle anyway. This is because when
we are exhausted we are at our spiritual weakest because our energy is so
depleted. One of the other most common times for the influence of negative
energy to be strong is the day after a drinking binge. The evening of the
hangover day because alcohol also induces exhaustion and the actual drunkenness
is another time when we are unguarded.
Here is the story of last night; Having flown to Darwin and feeling completely exhausted,
through my own doing as I stayed up until 5am talking! No alcohol involved just
tired. The next day was full of beans and a planned afternoon nap didn’t happen
and so by the time I went to bed I was well and truly almost dead on my feet. I
walked into my room and noticed something in the corner, a dark shape, but
arrogantly thought I know you and I already locked you so I just shut it out
of my thoughts. I protected myself half heartedly and asked for protection for
everyone else in the house and got into bed. P sat on my bed for a few minutes
and we chatted and then she was gone. I said goodnight to my spooks and those I
love and settled down.
Lying in bed watching something on my laptop the doona was
suddenly drawn backwards and I was dragged off the bed by my feet. Landing hard
on the floor I realised this was not a dream. I heard a few words, a name and
an expletive as I was dragged across a tiled floor to the door. The moment I
realised this was not a nightmare was when the door was opened and I was
dragged through it. If it was in my head I would have been dragged through the solid door spook-style and no snarling spook would have troubled himself to open it because
everything in a nightmare is representative and not physical. I fought and
fought hard telling this spook that it was wasting it’s time because everyone
in the house was loved and feared nothing from him. As I was being dragged I had a fleeting sight
of another of my young spooks and told him to get out as I knew he wasn’t
strong enough to combat this. I don’t think he was there for me, I think he was
there in fear of those he loves as it was his family in the house and he was waiting to see if the worst was going to happen.
I remember hearing a reedy and faint voice saying “Fight Ally, fight please.”
As if a last ditch effort I saw a hand grab my forearm to
drag me some more, I felt it but shook it off saying my protection words and
assuring this gremlin that even though I was incredibly scared it was wasting
it’s time. As if to acknowledge this it
let me go and the battered and scared heap that was me got up and made a cup of
tea! It’s an English thing, in times of disaster, make tea!!! I went into my room and it was a mess, covers
and pillows strewn about and my close spread across the floor. It wasn’t a
dream.
The gremlin was trying to drag me to my friend’s bedroom to
show him that he got the better of the person that shut him out but I was
having none of it, even if I was peeing my pants at the same time! I went and
sat outside at midnight in the quiet. Anyone who knows me and has had a reading
knows that I love the natural energy of the night to find my spooks in. It’s
calmer so it’s easier. Arty came straight away and explained that it was too
strong for him, but he knew there was a lesson in this for me and although it frightened
me there was no real danger.
What I learned was and as romantic and story book as it
sounds, is love. The spook knew I love the people around me and I would protect
them, it was a promise I made to one of their spooks. Remember that people that in so many more ways that we can know, love does make the world go around.
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