Death Becomes Us

Sunday August 25, 2013

Lots of people ask me about death. Seriously...when will I die? As if I am going to tell you THAT! There is a curiosity about it and I suppose that's because once you have passed over you never ever really know what's waiting until you get there yourself. No matter what opinionated old bats like me say!  As most who deal with me know, if I want answers I want them from spook straight up no messing around. I tend not to take too much of other peoples opinions on. That's not to say I think other people are wrong and I am right when they talk about the final coming of the Grim Reaper. We all have different realities and different ways of interpreting things, sort of like a personal comfort zone when dabbling in spook. My interpretations are based on "conversations." Usually I bale Arty up and ask him what's what so here goes;

When you die of old age, natural causes or terminal illness the passing from here to there is usually quite fluid and peaceful.  It's like you go into a dream state, see those you love, realise it's not a dream and there you are out in the universe with other souls as an energy and not a physical being. Remember that we are only shown physical form by spirit because that's what we need to be able to relate to it. I used to see Arty as he was in life, tall broad shouldered, thinning grey hair and slightly walrus mustache and that deliciously comforting smell of some kind of man soap and tobacco. Then as we became closer I didn't need the visual from him, I just know his energy. I think that means not only is he evolved but I am getting there too in terms of my senses. There is no doubt the slow boat to Spiritland involves some kind of evolutionary process but what that really is, I don't know for sure. I know we must review our life and the emotional lessons we have learned. Review our bad deeds and our good deeds and then it's like we are graded as to whether we can keep on going up or whether we have more to learn and we have to go into the green room and wait to be called again. 

Death by accident or other unexpected means I can only tell you what Matty told me; When he went it was like he was tied to the earth because it wasn't expected and he didn't go up so much as across. We as humans are two part beings; spiritual and biological. The biological Matty had gone but the spiritual wasn't ready to go forward as his death was not planned. So his energy, the energy that was tied to the human him stayed around and I know there are many many people who encountered him at this time so know it's true. We now know that something about my energy made it easy for him to be with me in particular. I didn't know him in life (I feel like I did) but clearly my frequency and his made it easy for him to 'jack my spook wifi' in particular. He somehow needed to be "in my spook space" to stay here, as if we were magnets of some kind. I can't really explain it but I am told by Arty it was an attractive energetic thing. Maybe Matt was my little brother in a last life, or a son or we just shared an energetic path or energy make up. That is something he and I will know when I get to the gates and he is standing there with a V&T for me! I had no objection to him being around because although he worked me hard, he was a laugh and he gave me something I didn't have before, confidence. When spooks come to me like that I "see" them and treat them like normal people and I don't give a hoot who thinks I am mad!

Once Matt had finished doing his rounds (had a few vodka's, posed for a few photo's!) it was really time to go. He got a tap on the shoulder from what I can only describe as the God energy. It was time for him to pass over properly and become a spirit of the universe rather than a spirit of the earth. This is why in recent photographs he hasn't come as a wispy smoking shape like previously but a bright white light, because he is in the light now. 

I was lying on my bed wondering where he was. I can "feel" he is not attached to me any more but I can also feel his different energy. As I was wondering it was like my room filled with a light and I saw a doorway (like the doorway in the previous blog photo that he had shown me) and he was standing in it. The light was coming through the doorway into my room and not in the other direction. He waved briefly smiled and went through. He was showing me where he had gone and I got the sense (message) that this had been the day before his Mum's birthday. He is a grown up spook now.

In summary I think if death is accidental, sudden or unexpected we seem to have the ability to round off things on earth before we continue our journey. We still go through the same spiritual evolution but we can hover around in the physical a while until we reconcile that we have gone and tie up a few loose ends. When we are evolved we can come back but we aren't as "close" to the human self. We need a finely tuned medium to find us as our energy is now much more refined and dare I say it, superior (Oh yeah you love that don't you Hat Boy...being superior! :) )

Some deaths are such that the spirit does not want to go on. Whether it is fear of facing their misdeeds or attachment to a loved one, who knows the real reason, but it remains that "earth bound" spirits are generally the easiest to see and feel - even if you don't think you are a particularly spiritual person or have the right radar.

I do hope this makes some sense to someone out there and remember,  when we grieve for a loss, we are grieving for our own loss because eventually those who have passed over have far more peace than we do. It's ok says Matty. It's ok now...and I know it is.