Matthew Lawson

Friday August 9, 2013

This is specifically for Matt’s friends.  

A few months ago a lady whom I had never heard of before booked a reading with me.  As I tried to open her “spook door” a young man in spirit stood in front of it and refused to let anyone in for her reading. He just kept saying “I want to talk to my Mum,” and simply refused to let me go on with this ladies reading.  In the end I had to tell her I was having problems because of the intruder and asked her if she knew this young man I described, someone that people thought had taken his own life recently, because he kept telling me this woman knew his Mother.  He simply refused to go away until I got a promise that she would contact his mother.  

It took us a while and eventually we worked out that she did in fact know his mother but they hadn’t had contact for over ten years. The “spook” was and is, Matt Lawson and of course his Mum is Tracey. I read for Tracey more than a month later as it was up to her to contact me and Matt decided he was going to stay a while with me! I have never had that with a reading before and am sure I won’t again. 

Many of Matty’s friends have asked me to read for them to save you all some money and time Matthew and I would like to tell his story. I write this with Matt’s Mum’s permission as I believe he and I have definitely validated to her that he is hanging out at my house on and off! I am sure many of you don't understand mediumship and I can only hope that the picture (right) explains how I see things, but of course not old Victorian chicks wearing bedsheets but you know what I mean and that was the best I could find to make the point. If you look at my last post you will actually "see" Matty in a photograph! This is how I see Matty when he drops in, usually in the middle of the night or he lies on my bed with his legs crossed and his arms folded behind his head. Whoever drinks either rum and coke or bourbon - he views me like you, I think that means one of the boys and I'm not sure if that's a compliment or an insult! He has a huge sense of humour and likes to mess around to get my attention. He has a soft side and many of you might not know this, he was easily hurt.  A young man with an entrepreneurial spirit, many big ideas and a big heart. He loved, laughed, cried and drank to excess.  He was there for others when he could be, but his first love was his family. His sense of fun and stupidity often amuses me. He also advises you all "not to party when you are down" and I think you ALL know what he means. It cost him his life and he doesn't want to see any of you where he is now.

A letter from Matty to his friends;

My death was an accident. I didn’t plan it, but some of you know that sometimes I got myself into a dark place and I know some of you have been there too. That wasn’t why it happened, I was in over my head in some ways but you know me, I always look for another angle. I got myself into a situation that I didn’t think I could get out of and at the time I couldn’t get help. I didn’t mean it and if I hadn’t been doing what I was doing at the time (You know what I mean…..  and he gives me a male  name but I am not writing it) then I wouldn’t have. I’m so angry with myself.  I realise from this side I had and still have many friends but the few of you that weren’t honest will have to wear that in your own life because we all make choices that we can’t change. Whatever happened, it’s not coming out here so go forward and hopefully you will learn from it like I have. If you do nothing else good in your life please give my Mum the money back. (name deleted)

This is a strange place, trust me you don’t want to be here. No beer no booze and I can’t find anywhere to party! It took me a while to realise what had happened, anyone who has thoughts of doing themselves in needs to think again. I miss my life, my friends and my family. Some of the boys know I have been around them and I have tried to send messages, but it’s fucking hard because I haven’t done what I am supposed to do and you guys are holding me back. To the girls, yeah you know who you are, I’ve visited you all and most of you know it by now. Please don’t be sad, because I feel it and it makes it hard for me here, I feel like I am being pulled in a million directions. I don’t want Saturday to be another wake, can we remember the partying and the fun instead? My family needs me now. I am sorry if you think I let you down, but we can’t change it now.

There are a few of you that aren’t doing so well, the old chick will help you, she won’t charge for it (he is referring to three men here but again I am not going to name them). I want to say thank you to Donna I WILL try and help you back, but you are one crazy woman with a big heart. Thank you for helping me find my family.

Your friend always,
Matty 

(to his friends and Matt to his family)

I have also been asked to add "I can see all of you now Blondie ha! ha! ha!" and "confirm" the bird which I think is maybe a hawk?